Sunday, September 30, 2018

Wrap for The Yard - 7 Years and 9 Months into the Self Realization Journey

The Yard was officially wrapped on 17:05, September 30, 2018.

It was perfect. There is no strings attached.

That picture of joy from me and my crew immediately the moment we wrap up will forever stay in my memory.

I bought myself sometime again.

Everything is going according to plan.

Saturday, September 29, 2018

Several beautiful moments for today's filming

I didn't believe Mbulelo would say such beautiful things to me.

He said "his respect for me grows each day of the filming". In direct contrast of what I think of him of telling me ego thing.

Gambel was quite charming and innocent and she talks to me asking me how I was doing, that was a closest encounter between me and her. But again, she then also talks to every one of our crew. which I mean was just a curiosity as a teenager. I guess.

By the way, her hair was even redder than Sundance's.

I lost the opportunity to sit in Lauren's car tonight. She offered me a seat but was quickly taken by Morgan.

But again, it wouldn't be the way I wanted with Lauren.

So, smile.

Tuesday, September 25, 2018

Tomorrow is the filming.

We start filming tomorrow.

Haven't we been waiting for this moment our whole year?

Something is again left unsaid with the team today.

This team doesn't have trust. I was trying to change that.

It's again full moon tonight. And this full moon is exceptionally bright and round.

This indicates good things.

Sunday, September 23, 2018

Spring Equinox

Nothing special about spring equinox. But indeed today marks the beginning of the furious filming phase.

Today's rehearsal.. again my thinking process is so different from others.... they can't understand me, and I can't convince them.

A sense of humiliation is again felt. The actual filming may make me feel more. 

But let's hope not.

Saturday, September 1, 2018

Countdown Starts

Its Sept 1 today, your final countdown in SA is now started.

Your final task is at hand.

3 and a half months to go.