No one is gonna be interested in the songs that I am listening to.
It's just my own fantasies, I have no one to share these fantasies with.
I am even insecure when Sundance posted a video. Do I really love her?
Adriaan seems to be lovely. He may be the only person in the school that I can talk to without awkwardness.
It's the awkwardness that kills Suning Starseeker.