First day of my Term 3 holiday.
Dylan and Tristan dropped me at home today. It was good.
For the holiday, I am again alone, I am always alone. I'm alone anyway.
No one to spend my holiday with. Every holiday, I either stay at home in front of my computer or go outside for a walk.
There is nothing more I can do. Nothing more I should do.
My life is so uninteresting. I doubt about my time I've spent in NZ. I was positive and energetic, full of hope and passion back then.
I spent 782 rand today at the Spar. Damn, this is the largest amount I've spent single time in a supermarket since I got into SA.
Feel guilty about using my parents money for that much.